Tonight was all about reflection. I thought about the weekend...my brother's invaluable help at the kitchen on Friday night, breakfast conversation on Sunday with Ryan, yummy Sunday night dinner with my mom, the beautiful Monday spent with Mike. I reflected on every precious moment and then the darnedest thing happened...I got depressed. I realized just how rare these moments are in my crazy life these days. I want more and I don't know how to get them. I vowed to make changes in 2011...to step outside my comfort zone, but I am frozen. I am scared. I am tired. I am a work in progress, but I feel like I am all about work and very little progress. I am stuck.
Tonight I reflected on the state of my life. The people in it are amazing. The time spent with them is far too brief. I don't have the answer to how to get myself unstuck, but somehow I think tonight was a big part of that process.
Many hugs,
Kathy
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